Is this a sign? or i'm just going nuts!

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Tue Feb 20, 2001 8:44 pm

I think of this girl every single day and trust me i do a lot of things to atleast stop thinking of her for just several short minutes..to no avail.. damn .. she was perfect!! (still is).. We went, out, 'several times' and decided that it was gettin a little 'serious' so we both aversedly decided to just take it slow... and now I can't freaking stop thinking of her... We still hangout and all, exchange a few laughs, but not as much as we used to, she just means so much to me and It's amazing because I seriously don't know why, but then again I don't even know why I exist, ironic huh? :)... I guess when you're 'in quest for love' the command-center of your desires just can't be denied... not even for a sec.. !!!and My test scores are suffering because of it! I need help! :) Sorry Admin.. I'm off topic not suppose to do this..

User avatar
JANE
Supreme Member
Posts: 1043
Joined: Sat Jan 13, 2001 4:00 pm
Location: ST.LOUIS
Contact:

Postby JANE » Tue Feb 20, 2001 8:55 pm

Sweetie!!! im here!! haha trust me its perfectly normal to like think about this girl all the time! I think about Andy all the time and my grades are dropping and its just teenage love mmmm soo good! lol well cutie long time no type! what's been happening besides this girl?

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Tue Feb 20, 2001 9:42 pm

Beside 'this girl',, more of this girl and this girl :)... I guess it's the fact that we only have one more year of high school and we're off to college 'several states' apart and my mind is doing 100 mph every night, hoping that it'll never end, just dreaming about 'this girl and this boy' having this perfect family without any sorrow... It's tough, when I you actually have to listen to 'this girl' cry over the phone, because the term phone bill doesn't apply for this line, hours would pass as I despirately try comfort her and assure her that this 'one' will not be a part of the fact that about 80% of long distance lust, simply dies down and burried deep behind a persons skull..

User avatar
JANE
Supreme Member
Posts: 1043
Joined: Sat Jan 13, 2001 4:00 pm
Location: ST.LOUIS
Contact:

Postby JANE » Tue Feb 20, 2001 9:50 pm

omg!! geez u r such a good writer! hehe im very sorry u are having such a bad time with this girl and school and stuff. geez im soo glad im not a senior! just..........................i dont know what to say but i am sorry and i hope things get better i wish i could make u feel better.

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Tue Feb 20, 2001 10:19 pm

Well thanks for the sympathy... I just felt like you deserved it, after all you did tell me about your little encounter with 'cristina, right?' yeah I know it'll get better but at a cost of what? I 'wish' not 'this girl' she's unreplaceble I just wouldn't know what to do with my life without her.. You know, it's hard to forget something so beautiful, and in my case something called 'love'. It's killing me inside, every time I think about her thinking of me and fearing that she might lose me.. but i know better 'life exist at the end of the tunnel' and we're half way there! How can I make this thing work? Whatever makes this relationship weak, also makes it stronger!!

User avatar
JANE
Supreme Member
Posts: 1043
Joined: Sat Jan 13, 2001 4:00 pm
Location: ST.LOUIS
Contact:

Postby JANE » Tue Feb 20, 2001 10:28 pm

geez ur gonna make me cry! oh and me and Christina ya know? we r friends again finally, took a looong time! ur gonna make my life be stressed if u keep typing like u r! I feel sooooo sorry for u!~~~~~~@ there that's a rose for u!

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Tue Feb 20, 2001 10:37 pm

:) thanks ... appreciate it, i'm glad that you guys are friends again! :) It was a bit childish to break up a friendship over little things.. :) Anyway thanks for chatting 'I have to see about this girl' I'll talk to ya later, good night and sweet dreams for 'andy' :)

User avatar
JANE
Supreme Member
Posts: 1043
Joined: Sat Jan 13, 2001 4:00 pm
Location: ST.LOUIS
Contact:

Postby JANE » Tue Feb 20, 2001 10:44 pm

lol awwwwww thanx romeo! yeah me and Andy he's soo nice, good night!

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Wed Feb 21, 2001 1:56 am

yeah, 'andy' you and andy, really his nice ,,like how nice?, nice enough to ask you out? :)...it's almost 11 p.m. and I can't sleep, 'wonder why' probably 'this girl' just hanged-up and her tone is turning into a hostile one.. well hopefully andy finds you attractive, which i'm sure he does :).. I gotta call her back umm sweet dreams there buddy :)

User avatar
JANE
Supreme Member
Posts: 1043
Joined: Sat Jan 13, 2001 4:00 pm
Location: ST.LOUIS
Contact:

Postby JANE » Wed Feb 21, 2001 4:05 pm

well......Andy hasent asked me out yet :o( but oh well i hope he will! and guess what??!!!!????? we arent frinds anymore! just because of leanne! i hate leanne!

User avatar
Charity
Supreme Member
Posts: 1764
Joined: Fri Oct 27, 2000 6:34 pm
Contact:

Postby Charity » Wed Feb 21, 2001 5:52 pm

wow....i'm sorry babe! :)

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Wed Feb 21, 2001 6:53 pm

Yeah, It's gettin a little better now though.. She's more trusting, not that she wasn't before :), she's taking everyday with open arms and not inflecting dark and hellish thoughts about this relationshiip, to herself.. which is really good considering how hard she was on herself, usually.. you can say we're on thesame 'water-level' now..:).. thanks for the concern.. type later :)...

User avatar
Charity
Supreme Member
Posts: 1764
Joined: Fri Oct 27, 2000 6:34 pm
Contact:

Postby Charity » Thu Feb 22, 2001 7:47 pm

that's cool....guess who I went to McDonald's w/ today?? Well remember Travis? His friends and my friends and me went to lunch. Because my friend is going out w/ one of his friends (Mikeal) and he brought his friend Cody. They're both hotties. And I like Mikeal and I hate it cuz my friend's going out w/ him...so I'll just have to go for Cody or Travis I guess huh? Sorry...I'm in a mood to type today :) Did you get all that? Talk to ya lata...

User avatar
Anthony A
Supreme Member
Posts: 3316
Joined: Fri Oct 27, 2000 6:23 pm
Location: Las Vegas, NV
Contact:

Postby Anthony A » Fri Feb 23, 2001 5:47 pm

Romantico can I just say something ! Follow your insticnts, if you like go for it & if you feel the way you feel then go for it ! if this girl makes you feel a way you have never ever felt then go for it ! I know I'm only 16 and your 18 so for you not to listen to me isn't knew. . . who would take advice from someone younger then me when it comes to love. . . i know i would listen !

User avatar
JANE
Supreme Member
Posts: 1043
Joined: Sat Jan 13, 2001 4:00 pm
Location: ST.LOUIS
Contact:

Postby JANE » Fri Feb 23, 2001 5:49 pm

awwwww Anthony! that was such an awwwwww moment! thats sooooo cute!

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Sat Feb 24, 2001 11:48 am

To Mr. A,  Well you didn't really gave me any choice there Anthony  :)..  all i heard was GO For IT!! :) ...   yeah that's what i'm feeling... and I'm going to the dance with her tonight!! should be 'romantic'  going to dinner, tell a joke or two and probably drive her up to hills after the dance :), watch the stars twinkle, compliment her, with one of my many masterpieces :), which i'm confident will win an 'oscar' :) , you guys gettin this, learn from the master :) j/k lol...  It'll be fun... Anyway, What are you talking about not listening to you! With more advice like that, you can be elected for president :)! no wait, 'best man' :)....  Thanks guys Wish me Luck!   Can I also add that 'this girl' looks like jessica alba... how sweet huh?  well a combinition of JLH and JMA  :)...  Thanks for the advice anthony, I knew from the start that she was the 'one' , I just had little 'inaccurate-readings' on how she felt for me and now I know!!   I don't know about you, but when a girl calls you in the middle of the night, because she forgot to say 'I love you and good night' and her conscious is not letting her sleep, That should trigger something, something way bigger than a 'heart-attack' lol :)  and that's how I knew :)


(Edited by Romantico at 5:12 pm on Feb. 24, 2001)


(Edited by Romantico at 5:21 pm on Feb. 24, 2001)


(Edited by Romantico at 5:23 pm on Feb. 24, 2001)

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Sat Feb 24, 2001 11:57 am

To charity:  hey charity you player, player :)...  You might want to take into consideration Dr. Anthony's advice, 'follow your instincts' and never say I just want us to be 'friends' :(   and char, you know cuteness has to be evaluated in two categories first 'the beauty with-in' and the obvious is that, of course, you have to be 'physically attractive to the person'  :)...  cuz it's impossible to love someone that only loves your body and not the soul inside!  and by the way I'm only 17  turning 18 on april 24... just four days before jessicas' .. cool huh?


(Edited by Romantico at 5:26 pm on Feb. 24, 2001)

User avatar
Charity
Supreme Member
Posts: 1764
Joined: Fri Oct 27, 2000 6:34 pm
Contact:

Postby Charity » Sun Feb 25, 2001 11:34 pm

School boys suck. See now I can't have any of my guys. Travis still goin out w/ some dork girl...Mikeal's going out w/ my friend, and now Cody is going out w/ another dork girl. Sucky. BUT I'm happy right now for a verrrry cool reason :) That just proves I don't need school boys for me to be happy :(

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Mon Feb 26, 2001 6:43 pm

'School Boys?'  Can you please define the 'exact' meaning of being a school boy? :)...  Because i might be just one, which means that you might actually like me, base on the fact that you like 'school boys' :) :( ...  Anyway the dance was 'flawless'  absolutely perfection!! :)..  had a blast!  :)  You know what i'm talking about 'dirty dirty dancing' !! oh yeah.. : *sorry i'm just a little-:)  excited *  boring info:  we danced for like 3 hours straight,and we slowed danced the whole time, but everyone else were gettin their groove on..  :) .  unbeleivable 'Believe It'  yup..  you're probably wondering if I got laid, huh?  Sorry, can't tell ya... :) :cool:  hey charity why are you so happy?  :)  I know you want to get hooked up with them 'school boys'...  I wish them 'dork girls' could just leave you 'men'zzzz' alone!! :) lol.... or you might want to re-arrange your hearts location for them 'school boys' type :)   .. Anyway i have to be a 'school boy' now 'talk' to ya later..  Good day to ya 'Amiga'


(Edited by Romantico at 1:11 am on Feb. 27, 2001)

User avatar
Charity
Supreme Member
Posts: 1764
Joined: Fri Oct 27, 2000 6:34 pm
Contact:

Postby Charity » Mon Feb 26, 2001 7:59 pm

HA HA HA HA that was soooo fun to read! You have no idea. Yes them school boys and them dork girls are big butts right now...well some of 'em...but I still like them school boys. School boy: a boy who goes to school :( lol....ROMANTICO DID YOU GET LAID?!!! :( Oh my gosh we had to watch The Miracle Of Life today in health...it shows a real live birth...I mean it shows EVERYTHING...you have no idea how digusting it was. :( I'm just happy just cuz...I can't tell ya...:( It's a secret...just like it's a secret if you got laid or not...:( He he he...

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Mon Feb 26, 2001 8:18 pm

Miracle of Life, Wow!, I thought they banned those from school like the rest of our 'pornographic' websites :).. yeah that sounds very 'uncomfortable' secret? Let me guess Your happy because ..hmmm let see um, you just learned that you can actually get pleasure from sex? lol j/k :)... what is it? tell me i'm going nuts!! :)

User avatar
Charity
Supreme Member
Posts: 1764
Joined: Fri Oct 27, 2000 6:34 pm
Contact:

Postby Charity » Mon Feb 26, 2001 11:15 pm

ha ha ha...yeah...you guessed it...you're good man! noo...i ain't tellin ya babe...you won't tell me your secret :(

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Tue Feb 27, 2001 9:04 pm

Why do you think I'm keeping something secret from you?... I was just joking around, the truth is I didn't get laid,, sad huh? not really It'll come eventually; but we both know better, which is unusual considering the fact that most teens, you know, actually 'do it' at a very young age.. So, what's your 'secret'? are you going out? or maybe you're the one who got laid.. j/k :smile

User avatar
Charity
Supreme Member
Posts: 1764
Joined: Fri Oct 27, 2000 6:34 pm
Contact:

Postby Charity » Tue Feb 27, 2001 11:18 pm

Oh yeah....:) :) Dude we have sex ed ya know and it's made me never want to have sex :) just kiddin.....noooo....it's my secret. I have to have a secret to keep from you...it makes you want more :(

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Thu Mar 01, 2001 6:16 pm

Well if you put it that way...you're right it was just a 'sex ed' thang.. :)..... It's not fun, you , teasing me like this... not at all... :).. Guess what happen today... I almost gave this one 'Bully' a smack down.. damn he totally boils my blood everytime I see him... But, I know better.. his just a punk.. I just don't know how long I can hold this anger inside,, and I tell ya the fuse is gettin shorter one of this day .. I might just have to beat him down for good!!

User avatar
Charity
Supreme Member
Posts: 1764
Joined: Fri Oct 27, 2000 6:34 pm
Contact:

Postby Charity » Thu Mar 01, 2001 6:38 pm

I AM DEPRESSED! :( First of all...Nsync isn't going to salt lake on their tour which REEEAAALLLLY pisses me off...so I don't know what I'm gonna do about that. Then...my friend broke up w/ Mikeal today so she can't get Travis' number for me now but I'll just call Cody and get it...( you don't know what I'm talkin about but oh well)...THEN...hmmm...I don't know..OH...we have to make movies about sex...being abstinant and all...and so I have to go to some guys house I don't even know because it's big or whatever....I am just depressed. :( BUUUUT then there's my extremely good thing that makes me a little bit happy :) :) But without it...I would be very depressed...:( Yeah go beat that bully up man....:) OH AND...all the extremely annoying guys like me and not the cute ones...well...Cody kinda likes me maybe but he's got a gf and Mikeal might like me :) That's good...but prob not...:( K..I think that's all my problems in my life right now. Yeah..I think so. Guess what?? My bday is in 26 days :) And my baby that I'm having w/ my justin babe is due in 16 days on Katie's bday :) :) :) :) I AM DONE TYPING! bye bye ;)

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Fri Mar 02, 2001 5:51 pm

wheewww!! I thought you'de never get done!! :) j/k.. yeah 'Bye bye bye' lol :)...your life sounds complicated.. well atleast it keeps you busy.. sometimes I get bored with mine :( I see you're not going to tell me.. it's all good.. As long as you're happy.. I can dig that.. :)

User avatar
Charity
Supreme Member
Posts: 1764
Joined: Fri Oct 27, 2000 6:34 pm
Contact:

Postby Charity » Fri Mar 02, 2001 6:29 pm

hmmmm....I don't know what I am today...I mean I'll always be happy...cuz of my reason (sorry I can't tell ya! :( ) :) But then I'm just kinda blah today...so I don't know...did you beat up that bully guy yet??

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Sat Mar 03, 2001 9:27 pm

If I go off.. I don't think he'll survive the beating :)... I'm kinda bored today too.... didn't get to do anything today, pretty much slept the day away.. yeah.. lets just blah, blah, blah today!! :)

User avatar
Charity
Supreme Member
Posts: 1764
Joined: Fri Oct 27, 2000 6:34 pm
Contact:

Postby Charity » Sun Mar 04, 2001 2:57 pm

I AM BORED! And that Jennifer girl over in justin land is pissing me off...sorry mr abs...but she is! But hopefully she's banned now...:) Talk to me! Write me a huge long thing to read okie dokie?? :(

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Sun Mar 04, 2001 4:36 pm

:) ..lol.. Geez.. enough with your sexual ironies!! :) .. Anyway suppose to talk to catherine today, but she wouldn't answer the phone.. :).. no clue why? Girlz!! :)... talking about unpredictable mood swings :( So, what you've been up to lately? Seniors next year oh yeah!! :).. Can't be too sad about that.. except 'being apart' :( sucks... How's Your 'school boys'? you big 'madam' :) The Romantico gots to bounce.. guess who just call-ed? :).. talk to ya later.. bye bye bye! :) 'inside joke' :) :o Romantico says good day to you 'Butterfly'

User avatar
Charity
Supreme Member
Posts: 1764
Joined: Fri Oct 27, 2000 6:34 pm
Contact:

Postby Charity » Sun Mar 04, 2001 8:02 pm

there was no sexual irony there! It's your mind that's thinkin that way boy....not me :) Junior boys...jeeze...;) My school boys are still being schooly boyey...:( Dork butts w/ their girlfriends...except mikeal's free now but I can't get him yet cuz he just broke up w/ erica..soo...blah. Actually I should go call Cody...ahh I will tomorrow...I'm too lazy right now. I'll see ya later! :)

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Mon Mar 05, 2001 8:06 pm

:).. nice come-back.. :)....  Maybe you're right but that little wink at the end of the sentence was just hard to miss ;) :(...  Anyway about that kid Mikeal, so you're telling me that you (charity) can comprehend his 'pain' :)... ** My motto is nail-em while they're vulnerable! ** :) :dance: lol   'A clear and ancient harmony,
      Pierces my soul and through all its din,
      As through its utmost melody,
      Farther (behind) than farther (within)' Romantico

 Another ending-line 'Farther (await) than farther with (him)'
.....special delivery from Mr. Romeo!! :) lol


(Edited by Romantico at 12:19 am on Mar. 7, 2001)

User avatar
Charity
Supreme Member
Posts: 1764
Joined: Fri Oct 27, 2000 6:34 pm
Contact:

Postby Charity » Mon Mar 05, 2001 10:57 pm

no but see then my friend might get mad becuz she's kinda mad at him becuz he dumped her cuz he was thinkin about cheatin on her...it was this whole big mess...so i can't go for him yet. If travis would just get rid of his dork butt girl all would be coooooool...i could get him if i tried hard enough...i just need his #. Dang it! I forgot to call Cody again. I'm never gonna...i keep forgettin. I didn't get your poem thing...it confused me...:) But it was cooL!!! I gotta go...talk to ya lata..;)

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Tue Mar 06, 2001 8:01 pm

What a mess!! tell me bout it,,:).. Anyway, enough with your dramas.. j/k :( .... Charity, why don't you just ask whoever it is that you like!! and you wouldn't have this chaos!! :) or is it that your 'secret' is that you (charity) is going out with this kid, who i'm going to call a 'school boy' :) yeah?! lol .. It's really hard to actually figure out your 'secret' , I don't even think (Columbo)can solve this mystery :) .. infinite number of scenerios!! :( ... Sometimes you just have to try 'new' things in life and take risks.. cuz you'll never know how it'll end up, [hell] what everyone thinks! The way I see it, if you're strong enough to overcome your peers, you're strong enough to fight 'life' and its challenges! so go for it! 'What makes a (person) truly unique inside, is the fact that, that (person) is able to climb something so high and reach the summit with a new perspective on themselves and to everyone else' Romantico

User avatar
Charity
Supreme Member
Posts: 1764
Joined: Fri Oct 27, 2000 6:34 pm
Contact:

Postby Charity » Tue Mar 06, 2001 8:22 pm

You are just a very poetic guy huh? :) Nope that's not my secret. I wish! Someday....:) OOOH I should call Cody while I remember huh? Hey I tried to get my guys man....Travis likes me as a friend (at least while he's goin out w/ dork butt Mariah ;( ) Mikeal...too soon..Cody..girlfriend..Nick..dunno.. :) Then there's other's but I'm not in the mood for guys right now. 'Specially school boys! :( ;) BUT..enough w/ my dramas :) I'm still happy cuz of my 'secret' :)

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Tue Mar 06, 2001 8:35 pm

I don't even know that i'm a poetic guy, I guess I was born with it! :) .. Mayn! you're surrounded with temptations :) but you have this anti-therapist mentality (nail em while they're vulnerable :) ) and that's something special.. :) .. and you can definetly keep a secret to yourself!! :)

User avatar
JANE
Supreme Member
Posts: 1043
Joined: Sat Jan 13, 2001 4:00 pm
Location: ST.LOUIS
Contact:

Postby JANE » Tue Mar 06, 2001 9:35 pm

hey guyz........I just wanted to say hello!!!!! :) because I am very bored........ *yawn* sooooo whats up Romeo? and charity.....

User avatar
Romantico
Ultra Member
Posts: 519
Joined: Thu Jan 04, 2001 8:41 pm
Location: CA, USA
Contact:

Postby Romantico » Wed Mar 07, 2001 9:15 pm

Nothing much here~.. :) ... So how's 'auntee' Jane doing? :)

User avatar
JANE
Supreme Member
Posts: 1043
Joined: Sat Jan 13, 2001 4:00 pm
Location: ST.LOUIS
Contact:

Postby JANE » Thu Mar 08, 2001 7:57 pm

OMG nice of u to ask....Im doing fine and she is here right now and she is soooooo cute.....ugh but I have had no sleep what so ever....but oh well its worth it.


Return to “Jessica Alba”

Who is online

Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 1 guest