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Posted: Sat Jan 10, 2004 11:07 pm
by deedar
your wit is truly missed on the abs bd. you know who else is missed, linkin dude. he wrote real well for his age!
what is the thought foe 2004?

Posted: Thu Feb 19, 2004 2:38 pm
by MoRtiCia13
my wit...o sh**. :) ok...a witty sh** at that. harheeheh how art thou my dar love? i think linkin dude might be surfin' some tasteee anna nicole jr.s. or maybe he's just NUMB.

look out
i feel a lyric comin' on...

i'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
caught in the undertow
every step that i take is another mistake to you
can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought i would be
has fallen apart right in front of you
i've become so numb
i can't feel you there
i've become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you.

Posted: Thu Feb 19, 2004 7:32 pm
by zozon3
i like youre poem or song( dunno what it is)

its really good

Posted: Wed Feb 25, 2004 2:21 pm
by MoRtiCia13
thanks Z...
cannot take credit for the words however...all credit and kudos to the linkin park...who were rad and totally kickass on monday night at the showdeeodoo.

i am just the listener of words&music...feel them sometimes
and think them through if and when they seem worthy of my thought process. :rolleyes:

here is my lyrical 411 for the cOld raiNy wednesdaY at the end of a month called


i hurt myself today
to see if i could feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away
in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you
i wear this crown of sh**
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stain's of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
i am still right here
if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way.

Posted: Sat Feb 28, 2004 11:18 pm
by deedar
my needle, my addiction, my bad habit if you will
is the conatant, persistent way i fail to enjoy a moment.
it is a constant sting of the needle of negativity that stings me.
always, everyday.
when will i learn to just relax and enjoy the moment!

'ticia you make me think! :hug: :goldfish:

Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2004 2:47 pm
by MoRtiCia13
deedar is kicKass deedar kicKsass! hey honey of a woman. can you believe so long and we still snort a line of computercrack every now and again? i know you always see what the shindig is about. i don't like needles...well...tat needles are goodtimes,but then anyone with the love of the tatz knows the 411 on that shiznit. what language does this one speak anyforkinway? hmmm...believe me.u other people with 13 eyes in the back of their heads knows the definition of thy crap i speakith. :unsure: today is mondaymarch uno. zane likes a good game of uno...ever played uno attack? it rules. he had a karate match yesterday and got a sweet ass trophy! woohoo...he's my little karate master. ben is big and beautiful and 2 freakin' months old on the 26th. kare good hermanylyman j bishop...swell. and tishy tish fishy fish is still fishin' in the murky muck of my own private noninclusive pond far far away from other fish. there are lots of seahorses however,and we all know they fork themselves and impregnate themselves so we simple human females with clever brains and big bOObs are of absolutely no interest to them whatsoever. :) closing...needles are of no use,but green plants are. send all samples and select hydroponix to 666 hells way...hell...hell...666666. :ph34r:

mrs. MortiCia Adams