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Postby IDIDTHEJRT » Sun Aug 29, 2004 9:05 pm

<span style='color:blue'>Ok we're going to try this again lol this one's better I swear :P
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As soon as I walked off the stage I was handed a towel and then rushed through the crowd of people that are supposedly working for me, it doesn’t look like they’re doing much work. I wiped the sweat off my face and threw the towel on the ground before grabbing the water bottle from one of the stagehands. I walked quickly out of the venue sandwiched between two of my security guards that led me into the limo waiting to take me to the hotel down the street. I let out a sigh as I rested my head on the window… it’s been a long couple months. I love touring but it’s just so much work, and I miss everyone so much. I felt the limo stop and I opened my eyes and looked out to see what looked like hundreds of screaming people, there’s so many of them. There are so many different people out there now. Back when I was with NSYNC it was pretty much the same, 12 to 18 year olds girls, some younger, maybe a couple older. But now, it’s everyone, young, old, skinny, fat, tall, short, girls, and guys. You’d think I was the president or something. And it’s late too; those kids are no older than 9 years old, what kind of parents let their nine year olds stay out past 1 just to see a limo passing by… I would never let my children do that. We finally got through the crowd at least enough for me to get out. Security placed a hand on my shoulder and led me through the crowd, I felt hands all over me, people grabbing my clothes, my hair… yes it’s me, I’m a real person step the f*** away.
Once I was inside of the hotel I let out a sigh of relief. I stepped onto the elevator and got off at my top floor room. I shut the door and fell onto the large bed, once I was down it took a lot for me to get back up. I took off my shirt as I walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower when I heard a scream… what the f***? I opened the curtain and saw a girl standing there in f***ing lingerie, “Who the hell are you?â€￾ She smiled when she saw me; “Get the hell out of my roomâ€￾
“I’m here for you Justinâ€￾ she said as she stepped out of the shower, “I’m here to give you anything you wantâ€￾
“I want you to leave,â€￾ I said as I walked out of the bathroom and she followed me close behind, so much for anything I want, “How the hell did you get in here?â€￾
“Does it matter?â€￾
“No, you’re right it doesn’t… get the hell out of my roomâ€￾
“I want youâ€￾
“And I want you… to leave, goodbyeâ€￾
“But Justin, I will do anything you want me to doâ€￾
“How old are you?â€￾
“21â€￾
“Bullsh**â€￾
“18â€￾ she’s probably not 18 either
“I’m 28… that’s disgusting. Now get out of my f***ing room or I’ll have to get someone to escort you outâ€￾ she looked at me one more time, took a deep breath and walked out of my room. How the hell do these people get in my room?
“Who the hell was that?â€￾ I heard the voice and looked up to see her smiling face
“I wish I could tell you Leah, the hoe was in my fricken shower,â€￾ I said with a chuckle
“Aww she just wanted to catch a glimpse of your fine assâ€￾ she smiled as she sat down cross-legged on the bed next to me, “Good show by the wayâ€￾
“Oh yeah thanks, you too. You’re getting the hang of itâ€￾
She laughed as she lay down next to me, “Pretty nice room huh?â€￾
“Yeah, it’s aightâ€￾ I said as I sat up, “So what’s going on tonight?â€￾
“I dunnoâ€￾ she shrugged, “I’d say we could hit the clubs but by the crowd of people outside I’d say you’re not going anywhereâ€￾
“Yeah, I’m too tired anywayâ€￾ I paused, “Let’s just get some room service and watch a movie or somethingâ€￾
“Sounds good,â€￾ she said as she reached over to get the menu before I could… smartass.
Leah’s kind of been my savior on this tour. She just started out, it’s her first tour and without her, honestly I don’t know what I would be doing. Sometimes touring just annoys the hell out of me; whenever I’m stressed out as much as possible she always seems to come by. It’s cool with her, everything’s just chill; we can talk and hang out, just like one of the guys.
I heard my cell phone ring from the bathroom and I heard her pick it up. sh** I hope it’s not Kim, she hates her so much.
“Yeah, one sec… is this Kim?â€￾ I heard Leah’s voice… sh** I knew it, “Hey, it’s Leahâ€￾ she continued, I’m sure Kim knows who you are Leah, no need to introduce yourself, “Good… how’s everything going?â€￾ I bet Kim is biting her lip right about now… well at least I hope she is, she better not be saying what she’s thinking, “Oh it’s awesome… so much funâ€￾ she paused as I walked out of the bathroom, “Ok well, I’ll talk to you later, here’s Jâ€￾
“’Thanksâ€￾ I said as I took the phone away from her and walked into another room of the suite so I could have some privacy, “Hey babe, what’s going on?â€￾
“Wellâ€￾ she began before clearing her throat, sh** I’m in for it now, “Happy anniversary first of allâ€￾
sh**. How could I forget that? “I didn’t know the date, no one tells me the dateâ€￾ I rambled, why do I even bother? She knows me too well, “I didn’t know today was the 23rdâ€￾
“It’s not,â€￾ she said and I could almost hear her roll her eyes, “Today’s the 22nd Justin, our anniversary was yesterday… the 21stâ€￾
I was silent for a couple seconds, trying to think of some excuse, “baby, I’m so sorry, it’s just been a really hectic couple days and everything’s just going crazy. I’ll make it up to you I promiseâ€￾ I paused, waiting for some kind of response
“How long has it been Justin? How many year’sâ€￾
sh**. Why does it matter how many years we’ve been married? The point is we’re married… happily married, isn’t that enough? “Sixâ€￾ I said softly just because I wasn’t sure, it was either six or seven, those years fly by.
“Good guessâ€￾
“It wasn’t a guess Kim, come on I know how long we’ve been married’
“Of course, it’s just the date that you don’t knowâ€￾ she said with that sarcastic tone I used to love in her voice, but have recently grown to loathe.
“I miss youâ€￾
“Well obviously not enough to call me on our anniversary… or enough to call at all in the past weekâ€￾
“I’ve been busyâ€￾
“You’re not too busy to call… you’ve never been too busy to callâ€￾ That right there hit me below the belt. She’s right. I’m not too busy to call the woman I love. I used to call her everyday, multiple times a day. What happened? And it was all about the way she said it too, the monotone voice she used, like it’s really bothering her… well obviously it’s bothering her. Damn I need to straighten my sh** out.
“I’m sorry. Honestly I’ll make it up to youâ€￾
She paused for a couple seconds, probably running though what she’s going to say next in her head, “So how’s the tour? I see Leah’s answering your phone now tooâ€￾
“Come on Kimâ€￾ she hates her so much. I don’t know why… well I guess it’s just a jealously thing because Leah’s with me all the time. But that’s just so stupid because Kim could come with me, hell I practically beg her every time I leave but she never comes, “I was in the bathroom, she answered my phoneâ€￾
“Why is she in your room? Jive can’t afford another room?â€￾
“Don’t be smartâ€￾ sh**. Did I really just say that?
“Ok dadâ€￾ she didn’t say anything for a little while, “I’m just saying… it’s like one o’clock in the morning why are you guys sharing a bedroom?â€￾ she started to choke up a little, like she honestly doesn’t trust me enough to think that I would be sharing a bedroom with someone that’s not my wife?
“Kimberly you know I am not sharing a bedroomâ€￾
“Then why is she in your room at one in the morning?â€￾ she whined
“Because I just got done with the show and now we’re getting food and then going to bed, different beds in different rooms, even on different f***ing floorsâ€￾
“I don’t like that you spend so much time with herâ€￾
“I don’t spend so much time with herâ€￾ I yelled and then caught myself. The point of this whole thing is that I’m making my wife uncomfortable, I forgot our sixth year wedding anniversary… I’m screwed. I need to get away from this tour, to go home for a couple days… to spend time with her.
“You see her more than you see me, and I’m your damn wifeâ€￾
“Then come on tour with me damnit!â€￾ I yelled as I stood up and began pacing around the room. I brought my voice down before I spoke again, “You’re acting like I haven’t begged you to come on tour with me every f***ing time I talk to you. Come with me Kim, how many times do I have to ask you?â€￾
“Don’t yell at me,â€￾ she said calmly but I could hear the sadness in her voice, and it was killing me more than it would have if she had yelled at me, “I can’t just leave Justin, it’s not that easyâ€￾
“Well what do you want me to do?â€￾ I asked honestly I don’t know what to do
“Call me, like you used to call me. I’m sick of having to call you every time. You used to call me every day Justin, like multiple times a day and now that we’ve been married for awhile you call me like a couple times a week if I’m lucky. Do you honestly think that I don’t want to hear from you or something? It’s hard enough to deal with not being able to see my husband for months at a time but not being able to talk to you for one whole day alone is seriously enough to make me go madâ€￾ sh**. This is serious, it’s not just me slacking off a little not able to call my wife, it’s a much bigger deal to her
“I’m sorry. Baby you know I’m sorry, I’ve been busy and I haven’t had time to call you but I didn’t even think it’d be that big of a deal to you. I’ll call you everyday baby, I promise, I’m sorryâ€￾ I was just rambling at this point, I didn’t even know what I was saying. She was quiet, even after I stopped, “Baby, are you still there?â€￾
“Yeahâ€￾ she said quietly, “I just want you to come home. I hate this so muchâ€￾
“I know you do baby, but I’ll be home soonâ€￾
“I miss you so much, we miss you so muchâ€￾
“I miss you all tooâ€￾ I paused and realized how f***ed up my job really is that I have to be away from all my loved ones so often. We spent awhile talking and then she fell asleep. When we first started dating and I was away on tour we’d talk every night and fall asleep on the phone with each other, listening to each other breath. I know it sounds corny but for a while that was the only way I could fall asleep. And hearing her breath on the other end of the phone made the thousands of miles distance feel like she was laying right there next to me. But I quickly realized that wasn’t good enough, I had to be with her… I had to go home.</span>

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Postby whatchagot4meMRJT » Mon Aug 30, 2004 7:26 am

:clap: :thumbup: You sure deliver on your promise to bring us good stories! :nod: I love this one! :yay:

I feel bad for Kim. Justin needs to lessen his schedule or reprioritize, and be with his wife. Man, forgetting your own anniversary. :no: That'a big no-no. <_<

Leah seems like a really nice girl, but I can see there's gonna be a lot of tension between her and Kim, and ahhh, things are gonna happen, and it's not good. :lol:

MORE!

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Postby mtvjunkie » Mon Aug 30, 2004 8:30 am

:yay: :yay: you did another! it seems to be a very promising start so thats good :thumbup: poor kim :hug: even if he doesnt mean to hes hurting her feelings and they need to find a compromise.

:yell: UPDATE!

oh yeah, way to go shower girl :thumbup: :rofl: paige...

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Postby Sarah » Tue Aug 31, 2004 5:02 am

<span style='color:deeppink'>i'm loving this story already! :yay:
Justin needs to spend more time with Kim, he doesn't want to screw up his marriage
great chapter update soon</span><span style='color:deeppink'>!!</span>

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Postby laura » Wed Sep 01, 2004 6:10 am

ohhhh i love this already, me thinks possible affair in the making with girls in his room and what not,im hooked! update soon, k? :lol: B)

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Postby jc<3crack » Sun Sep 05, 2004 10:00 pm

Holy poo! I didn't even realize this was here! Shows how much I'm on the board eh?

Anyway, great job and more soon!

However, a message from the author... well for the author, Sarah (IDID) is currently stranded without a computer or anything in a shelter on her campus due to the hurricane - Frances. So hopefully she will return safely to us soon!

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Postby whatchagot4meMRJT » Mon Sep 06, 2004 9:28 am

Sarah, come back to us safe and sound. I hope that Frances leaves you alone!

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Postby tendertoes » Mon Sep 06, 2004 8:28 pm

<span style='color:purple'>Great beginning, I can't wait for more!
My thoughts are with you Sarah....take care
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Postby IDIDTHEJRT » Mon Sep 06, 2004 9:19 pm

Hey guys I'm alive lol
thanks for your thoughts and everything
After spending a couple nights in a shelter where I felt homeless and in prison I'm back at my lovely apartment where there's no damage... thank God.
But my sister and her roommate are stranded her until their school gets power back which will be until like the weekend I guess so I won't be able to update... but I will try

Thanks again and thanks for reading the story :D

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Postby whatchagot4meMRJT » Tue Sep 07, 2004 8:34 am

Whew, you're safe! :yay: Please take whatever time you need and help your sister and her friend get back to normal. :nod:

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Postby mtvjunkie » Tue Sep 07, 2004 11:22 am

:hug: im glad youre okay :nod:

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Postby IDIDTHEJRT » Fri Sep 10, 2004 9:32 am

<span style='color:red'>Ok here's a little more
Again lol it may take awhile for me to post more because my sister is here and Ivan is coming lol this hurricane thing is getting REALLY old lol
So here's some more.... don't forget the feedback :D

I woke up to see my four-year-old daughter Hailey jumping on my bed. I lifted my head up and saw her smiling face and laughed slightly before throwing my head back into the pillow, “Mommy wake upâ€￾ she giggled as she began to shake me
“It’s too early, mommy needs sleepâ€￾ I said although I knew that wouldn’t work. I sat up and pulled her into my arms, “Why are you up so early?â€￾
“I’m notâ€￾
“What time is it?â€￾
She looked over at the digital clock next to the bed post, “7-4-7â€￾
Damn it is late, especially for her. I laughed as I got out of bed with her in my arms, “Where’s your brother?â€￾ she shrugged, “What do you mean you don’t know?â€￾ she giggled and then pointed to her brother, my two year old son, Jacob, who was sitting on my bedroom floor hiding behind his teddy bear, Mr. Wimples. , “Oh I don’t know where Jacob is, but I see Mr. Wimplesâ€￾ I said as I picked up the bear and my son along with it, “Oh there he isâ€￾ I said as I heard him giggle and fell onto the bed with him in my arms, his blond curls bouncing in different directions as he fell. He looks just like his father; he’s like a clone.
“Mommy we’re hungryâ€￾ Hailey said as she pulled my arm to get up
“OK me too, what do we want? Pancakes?â€￾
Hailey nodded her head as I grabbed my glasses from the nightstand, “When’s daddy comin’ home?â€￾
“I don’t know sweetie, soon I thinkâ€￾
“But I want him to come home nowâ€￾
“Me too… me tooâ€￾ I said and then quickly grabbed onto her as I walked out of the room, “So who wants chocolate chips?â€￾
I started to cook the pancakes while I let Hailey set the table, or put the plates in any order she wants. Jacob sat down playing with the napkins when I heard the door open. Who’s here so early? Justin’s mother said she might stop by but this is pretty early, “Who’s that?â€￾ I asked as I heard bags falling onto the ground. I saw Justin walk into the doorway and he had a slight smile on his face. Like he was happy to be there, but scared of what I would say or do… like I wouldn’t be happy to see him?
“Daddy!!!â€￾ Hailey yelled as she went running into his arms.
He picked her up and held her tightly in his arms, “Baby girl, I missed you so muchâ€￾ He kissed her and then put her down, “Jacob, come here Jakeâ€￾ he said as he walked over to Jacob and he gave Justin a weird look and then looked at me, it’s like Jacob’s afraid of him or something, “Jacob man, come here and see Daddyâ€￾
Jacob stood up and came running to me, “Mommyâ€￾ he screamed as he grabbed onto my legs tightly, tears streaming from his icy blue eyes, “Mommyâ€￾
“What’s the matter baby?â€￾ I laughed slightly as I picked him up in my arms, “That’s daddy silly, you know daddy:â€￾
“Mommyâ€￾ he cried, as I hugged him tightly
“Baby you’re fineâ€￾ I smiled as I looked over at Justin whose smile has faded off his face; he was a little upset now, that his own son doesn’t remember him. But it’s true, that’s what he gets for not ever being home. , “Go see daddyâ€￾
“Noooooooooo!â€￾ he screamed
“Alright, alright, calm downâ€￾ I said as I sat him down on the counter next to me, “What are you doing here?â€￾
“I had to come home and see you guys,â€￾ he said as he walked over to me and kissed me gently. No matter how hard I wanted to be mad at him I couldn’t, I miss him so much and finally he’s here, standing in front of me… about damn time.
“How long?â€￾ I asked as I fell into his arms, and it felt so good, I had forgotten how good it feels.
“The weekendâ€￾ he said and then kissed my forehead, “Damn I missed you so muchâ€￾
I smiled and then wiped the tear I felt falling down my face. I rested my head in his chest and then smelt the pancakes burning, “You want pancakes?â€￾ I asked with a slight chuckle as I stepped out of his arms
“Yeahâ€￾ he smiled and then sat down next to Hailey at the table, “So what’s been up with you Ms. Hailey?â€￾ he asked as he ran his hands through her dirty blond locks
“I drew you a picture daddy, I’ma go get itâ€￾ she said as she ran out of the kitchen to get the picture she had drawn awhile ago, she saved it close to the door for when he came back, she misses him so much, she talks about him every damn day, all day.
“And what about you Jacob? Where’s Mr. Wimples?â€￾ Jacob sat down with his arms crossed, making a weird face with his lips sticking out, “Oh there he isâ€￾ Justin laughed as he grabbed the bear, he’s really trying hard to get his son’s approval… that’s really sad that he has to try this hard, “Is this Mr. Wimples?â€￾ Jacob nodded his head, “Mr. Wimples nice to meet youâ€￾ Justin said as he shook the bear’s hand, “I’m Jacob’s daddy, what’s going on?â€￾ he looked over at me and I smiled, “Not too much Jacob’s daddyâ€￾ he said as he mimicked a bear’s voice. Jacob giggled and Justin let out a sigh of relief and picked him up in his arms, “I saw a smile, you cracked a smileâ€￾ Justin laughed as he held him close as Jacob giggled. Hailey came back and sat next to Justin, shoving the picture into his face. I grabbed the plate of pancakes and sat down at the table. We were all there. The whole family. For once we actually looked like a family. This is how it’s supposed to be. </span>

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Postby tendertoes » Fri Sep 10, 2004 11:16 am

<span style='color:purple'>Well I am definitely glad that Justin took his head out of his ass long enough to see that his family needs him!
MEN!!
*throws hands up in the air in frustration*


:rolleyes: Great job Sarah!
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Postby whatchagot4meMRJT » Fri Sep 10, 2004 1:56 pm

Thank you Justin for actually getting home to see your kids. That must suck when they cry and run from you. :no: I feel sad for him, but he needs to make his family his first priority or he's gonna lose them. :(

Great job! MORE! :please:

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Postby mtvjunkie » Fri Sep 10, 2004 2:20 pm

:unsure: jacob running from justin, it was sad that he had to try for approval. im glad she aint gonna leave him though :nod: that means that theres hope for their relationship which is always a good thing. but justin does need to realise what is important and what should take second place :nod:



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Postby Angelpopstar7 » Sat Sep 11, 2004 8:19 pm

Dang I suck at feedback don't I? :rofl: I'll be better next time i promise...i actually have time tonight to get caught up on all of the fanfics....i'm glad that you are ok though :pray: Hurricanes suck major booty

I love this story! I love how each story you write is really unique :nod: You had me scared after the first chapter...i thought that she was gonna leave him but now i'm relieved...and they have 2 kids together :wub: thats sad though that Jacob runs from Justin cause he doesn't recogonize him...thats a sign right there :nod: And Hailey is soo freakin cute! MORE PLEASE!

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Postby IDIDTHEJRT » Mon Sep 13, 2004 5:59 pm

<span style='color:blue'>Damn there are a lot of stories on this board lol
So here's some more to add to all ya'lls busy reading lol Hope you like it... and don't forget the feedback B)

I didn’t realize how much I missed Kimberly’s pancakes until they were sitting in front of me. I swear she puts some special ingredient in them that no one else does. She always thinks its funny that I talk about them all the time, but seriously they are the best pancakes ever, and I never even liked pancakes before I met her. We met in the ER, she’s a nurse and she took care of me when I broke my foot, one of the times I broke my foot.
I remember sitting there in the ER room, they rushed me into a room right away because I’m a ‘celebrity’ and I can’t wait in a public area. Although that celebrity title that I hate so much didn’t do me any favors when it came to waiting to get help. I was sitting in that damn room for what seemed like hours feeling like my foot wasn’t even attached to my body anymore. Uh… it hurts just to think about it. But then she walked in… and I suddenly couldn’t feel the pain anymore. She smiled and walked right up to me, “Hi, Kimberly Adamsâ€￾ she said as she held out a hand for me to shake
“Justin Timberlakeâ€￾ I smiled, trying to hide the fact that I was in so much pain, or at least not act like such a wimp in front of her
“So we need to get you into some x-rays Mr. Timberlake, how’s the pain doing?â€￾
“Oh it’s fine, I’m fine… call me Justinâ€￾ I said and then heard Lonnie, my security guard laugh, probably because I had been complaining to him about how much it hurt for the past hour before she came in
“OK Justinâ€￾ she smiled again as she helped me into a wheelchair, “So how’d this happen?â€￾
“I was dancingâ€￾ I nodded my head as I smiled, trying to hide the embarrassment I knew was covering my face
“Dancingâ€￾ she repeated and laughed slightly, the first time I heard her laugh, which was the second I fell in love with her, that’s the exact second I knew she would be the girl I was going to marry.
“What’s so funny about that?â€￾ I asked with a chuckle
“Nothingâ€￾ she laughed, “I’m not laughing at you I’m laughing with youâ€￾
“Oh… okâ€￾ I laughed as she rolled me into the x-ray room, “So let me ask you something, how come I get rushed into a private room, but still have to wait for hours for you to come in and help me?â€￾
“Oh I’m sorry would you like me to skip the other people that just got in car accidents and could be bleeding internally for someone that fell while…â€￾ she paused and chuckled slightly, “dancing?â€￾ she said sarcastically and I saw that smug smile on her face
I laughed slightly, “Well obviously, I just thought if I get the deluxe suite I get the deluxe treatmentâ€￾
“Sorry budâ€￾ she smiled, “If that confuses you I can arrange for you to be away from the deluxe suiteâ€￾
“No… no that’s good, I’m straightâ€￾
“Ok, if you change your mind just let me know and I’ll be able to arrange itâ€￾ she smiled as she helped me up on the x-ray table, “Now smile for the camera Stompâ€￾
“Stomp?â€￾ I laughed as the x-ray went off, “That’s wrong, that’s wrongâ€￾
She laughed again as she helped me off the table, “I’m just messing with youâ€￾
“Of course, it’s cool. So you think it’s broken?â€￾
“I think it’s fracturedâ€￾ she said as she rolled me back into the room, “I think you’ll be able to handle it tough guy, maybe you’ll have to just chill on the dancing for a little whileâ€￾
“It’s not that easyâ€￾ I smiled and she left me alone in the room. As she was gone I was trying to think of some way to get her number or something. There was no way I could let this girl just walk out of my life forever.
“Just fracturedâ€￾ she said as she came back into the room with the clipboard in hand, “You should be fine, just stay off it for like a week. But if it’s not feeling better don’t try and go on it or anything, like if it hurts give it more timeâ€￾ she smiled and looked right into my eyes, “And you’re all setâ€￾ she said as she finished wrapping up my foot
“That’s it?â€￾
“That’s itâ€￾ she smiled, “That means no dancing Stomp, or you’ll be back here in a couple more days with it brokenâ€￾
“That’s an order huh?â€￾ I smiled
“Oh yes, it sure isâ€￾
“So if it hurts or something I should just call you?â€￾
“Yeah just call the hospital and they’ll help youâ€￾
“What if you’re not working? Do you have like a cell phone or something so I could get in touch with you?â€￾
She laughed slightly and dropped the clipboard to her sides, “You want my cell phone number?â€￾
“Well you know, in case something goes wrong and I need to call for some helpâ€￾
“You can call the hospitalâ€￾ she smiled, “Believe it or not I’m not the only one that knows what they’re doing hereâ€￾
“Yeah but I mean, I’m already comfortable with you, you know me, you know my records and stuffâ€￾ I paused, I knew I was making myself look like an idiot. I laughed slightly, “Alright, do you want to go out sometime?â€￾
“I don’t date patientsâ€￾ she smiled, playing hard to get… but that’s cool… I always get what I want
“Well that’s good because I’m not your patient anymore. I’m releasedâ€￾
She laughed, “I’m sorry Stomp, just stay off the foot alright?â€￾ she said as she walked out of the room, and out of my life forever… or so I thought. Although not even three days later I was back in the ER, waiting in the same room, and the same beautiful girl came in, “Whoa, dajavo “ I smiled when I saw her, “Let me guess, couldn’t stay away from the dance floor?â€￾
“Something like thatâ€￾ I smiled as she helped me into the wheelchair, “This is niceâ€￾
“What is nice?â€￾
“You taking care of me like this, I could get used to thisâ€￾
She smiled as she rolled me away, “Well Stomp, if you keep coming here breaking more limbs I don’t know what I’m going to doâ€￾
I laughed, “I’m a bit of a klutzâ€￾
“Really? I had no idea,â€￾ she said sarcastically
“Oh come on like you’ve never broken anything?â€￾
“No you’re right I broke my leg when I was fiveâ€￾
“Seeâ€￾
“When I was fiveâ€￾ she repeated, “How old are you?â€￾
“22â€￾
“Yeah...â€￾ she smiled
“So how about you let me take you out?â€￾
“I told you I don’t date patientsâ€￾
“I’m not really your patient, I’ll be out in a little whileâ€￾
“Then I don’t date cripples,â€￾ she laughed slightly when she saw the expression on my face, “I just don’t think it’s a good ideaâ€￾
“No idea I have ever had is not a good ideaâ€￾
“Oh… okâ€￾ she smiled
“Please just one date. Give me a chance. We’ll get dinner and see where it goes, if you hate me I’ll take you home right after, worst thing that could happen is you get a free meal out of it. Please?â€￾
She looked at me, like she was contemplating in her head whether I’m worth it or not. She took a deep breath, “Fineâ€￾ she said as she scribbled her number on a piece of paper, “Call me tonight, I get out at 6â€￾</span>

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Postby whatchagot4meMRJT » Mon Sep 13, 2004 6:36 pm

:lol: Wow, I love how they met. That's great! :wub: Kim has a great sense of humor. If I ever need a nurse, I want a nice one like her. :nod: :D Stomp ... :rofl:

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Postby mtvjunkie » Tue Sep 14, 2004 1:09 pm

:wub: thats cute how the met ^_^ i bet the nurses uniform didnt hurt though did it justin? :P :lol:


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I remember our first date. I was so nervous because I knew I shouldn’t go out with him. I knew that he was the perfect guy for me from the first time I had a conversation with him, but I was afraid to actually do something about it. It took a lot for me to even agree to go out with him, he says I was playing hard to get, but the truth was after seeing him only two times I was already on my way to being in love with him and I knew that spending time with him out of my work environment would push me over the edge. And I was afraid of that, I’ll admit it, I was young, I just finished college and my main focus was on work, getting enough money to pay off all my loans, trying to just make it on my own. I knew that I didn’t have enough time to have a boyfriend, or to even date, and I was fine with that. Besides, I had been hurt in the past and wasn’t really ready to get my heart broken again. Especially with Justin’s job, I knew life could not be the same once I started dating him, and I knew that I would not just date him once or twice, I knew that this was the real thing from the second I laid eyes on him. I’ll admit the first time I saw him I felt like I was 12 again, like a little teenybopper, I for once, understood the reason all those girls were crazy about him. But because of that, I knew things would not be like any other normal relationship. I knew that life would be hard; he’d be away on tour a lot, he’d be surrounded by beautiful people all the time, he’d have millions of girls after him. Although I thought I knew what I was getting into, there was no way that I could even be close to the craziness that occurred. Although I will say that Justin was wonderful with me the whole time, he was honest with me from the beginning, explaining everything to me, and warning me about how hard it would be. It didn’t matter though; I was in love… we were in love. And it all happened so fast.
I was so different when I was around him. I had always been so professional, always went to work on time, never called out sick. But after that first date we were pretty much inseparable. Because Justin broke his leg, he had a month off, the first month we were together. It was great, but we were so spoiled because we spent every day together. I’d work and then go to his house, or I’d call out, which I did way too often, I’m surprised they didn’t fire me.
Once his foot was better he had to start touring again. It was horrible because from the first day we started dating we had spent every day together. But now, he was going to be away for 3 months… the whole summer. I didn’t know how I was going to be able to make it, I didn’t even remember what my life was like without him, at that point he was my life, we did everything together, what could I do without him there? I didn’t think we could make it, and we didn’t. We talked everyday on the phone for hours, but it wasn’t the same. It wasn’t a week before Justin sent me tickets and I was on my way to some weird city in New Mexico, leaving behind my job, giving them no more than an hour notice that I would be gone for who knows how long, probably the whole summer… although I never came back.
I stepped off the plane and saw him standing by the terminal with a baseball cap on his head and a single red rose in his hand. I ran over to him and fell in his arms, “Oh god Stomp, I missed you so muchâ€￾
“I missed you too,â€￾ he said with a smile and then chuckled slightly, “You do realize that we have not been apart for four daysâ€￾
“I knowâ€￾ I laughed as he grabbed my backpack in one hand and my hand in the other, “That’s kinda patheticâ€￾
“Nah, it’s coolâ€￾ he smiled as he kissed my forehead
“Hiâ€￾ I smiled as I saw his security guard, Lonnie walk in front of us, “Thanks a lot for coming to get meâ€￾
“Of course don’t worry about it, it’s good to see you again sweetieâ€￾
“You too, you know the real reason I’m here is youâ€￾
“Shhâ€￾ he laughed slightly, “Justin’s right there, don’t say that in front of him he’s going to get madâ€￾
“Oh you can take himâ€￾ I smiled as Justin laughed sarcastically and wrapped his arm around me. That was like, as good as it gets, or at least that’s what I thought at that time. It did get better, much better, like our wedding day, the honeymoon, the day I found out I was pregnant with Hailey, the day she was born, the day Jacob was born... As we walked out of the airport I noticed people staring, which I was a little used to back in Florida, but it was never this big. When we got to the hotel though, that’s what was the craziest. I’d never experienced anything like that before in my life. It was weird… kinda scary, and there weren’t even that many people there, maybe like 20, I mean now, there’s like hundreds of them every time we go to a hotel, how they know I have no idea. Plus, now the kids know me too, so they actually care about me, which is weird, and honestly kind of annoying, especially when it’s late and I’ve been carrying my two children around all day, and they’re crabby and all any of us want to do is go to bed.
Ok, so back to the story. I remember stepping foot inside that hotel room for the first time and I couldn’t even move. I felt like it was a dream, like I was in a fairy tale or something, it couldn’t be real. Justin just laughed at me, but I didn’t even hear him, I was too infatuated with the room, “It’s just a roomâ€￾
“Just a room? It’s bigger than my house growing upâ€￾
He looked around and then laughed, “Mine tooâ€￾
“Are they all like this?â€￾ he nodded his head and I smiled, “Do you realize that I’ve never even seen one of your shows?â€￾
“I’ve only had twoâ€￾ he smiled as he lay on the bed and I lay down next to him, “You’ll see it tomorrowâ€￾
“I can’t waitâ€￾ I smiled, “How’s your footâ€￾
“Fine, are you going to get fired?â€￾
“I hope not,â€￾ I laughed, even though it’s not funny. Like honestly, I just walked out of my job, the job I have went to school for, worked hard to get, and I just walked out on it… I would never do that… but I did.
After awhile we were kissing, and even though it was six years ago I remember it like it was yesterday. He was laying on top of me, kissing me passionately, he moved to my neck, and then pulled away and looked right into my eyes, “You know I love you right?â€￾ And even though we had just met a couple months before and he had never actually said those words, I knew it... I knew it from the start, I knew he loved me by the things he did, not just the words he said. I nodded my head and he smiled, “Okâ€￾ he laughed slightly and then went back to kissing my neck
“And you know I love you too right?â€￾
“Oh I knowâ€￾ he smiled
“Goodâ€￾ I laughed</span>

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Postby whatchagot4meMRJT » Sun Sep 19, 2004 3:53 pm

:D They really had a perfect fairytale romance at the beginning. It's a shame that fame and the business has been pulling them apart so much. I hope that they take the time to reflect on what they had and then try to get back to that. Bring back the passion and romance ... that spark is still there, they just have to find it again. :nod:

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Postby mtvjunkie » Sun Sep 19, 2004 4:14 pm

:wub: this is such a cute love story ^_^ theyre definately made for one another :nod: hope fully justin will sacrifice as much if he needs to, to save the marriage


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Postby Angelpopstar7 » Sun Sep 19, 2004 7:25 pm

Aww Stomp :wub: :rofl: thats soo cute! I love how you gave a history of like how they met ya know? that was soo cute! playing hard to get haha...justin needs to do whatever it takes to save this marriage though....she shouldn't have to raise their kids all by herself :no: MORE PLEASE!

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Postby tendertoes » Mon Sep 20, 2004 8:34 am

“Oh I knowâ€￾ he smiled


<span style='color:purple'>Very cocky Stomp...very cocky!

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<span style='color:blue'>Thanks for the wonderful feedback and for reading and stuff... Here's some more :)

As I sat on my private jet on my way back to some city in the Midwest I thought about how great that weekend was, I needed that. It’s really sad that I never get to see my family, I miss them so much. And I can’t even begin to explain how I felt when my own son didn’t recognize me, he was afraid of me… it felt like sh**. That right there is the biggest sign I need that I need to be home more, or they need to come out. Kim hates bringing them out on tour because it’s so much work and I’m so busy and the crazy fans almost literally attack her and them. I understand, but I can’t just leave and cancel shows all the time, so sometimes it’s the only option.
We had a fun weekend, just hanging out around the house, doing the whole family thing; it’s been a while since we have. We went in the pool, played more Spiderman than any human should be allowed to in a 2 day span, went to the zoo, watched movies, it was great. I never really even realized how much I had missed spending time with the family until I was actually there doing it.
I have to do something to get some time off or something, I’m missing my children growing up. And, not to mention the problems Kimberly and I have been having. I don’t know what’s going on with that, things used to be so easy. Love used to be enough, but I don’t know, it seems like it isn’t anymore. Every time we talk on the phone it seems like we’re arguing, or talking about something else, it’s never us. We haven’t had alone time since Hailey was born, and I understand that once you have kids that alone time pretty much disappears but this is a little crazy. I guess it’s just the fact that we don’t spend too much time together in general.
There’s not too much I can do about that though. This is my job, it’s my life, I can’t just stop… and I wouldn’t want to even if I could. This is my life. I don’t know anything different. And I’ve been honest with Kimberly since the beginning, since our first date I told her what she’d be getting into if she went out with me, although I was pretty much begging her to look past it- and she did. Thank God.
I stepped off the jet to be greeted by Lonnie, “Have a nice weekend?â€￾
“Yeah, greatâ€￾ I said as I handed him my bag and followed him to the limo
“You’re in some deep sh** there son,â€￾ he said with a half smile covering his face
“Yeah, no sh**â€￾ I said as I sat down in the limo, ignoring the damn fans that were out there waiting. It’s so damn annoying I can’t even get into a damn car without hearing their screaming,
As soon as I walked into the venue my cell phone rang, “Hey babeâ€￾
“Did you just get in?â€￾
“Yeahâ€￾
“How is it?â€￾
“Pretty nice, I guess… the usualâ€￾
“We miss you already, Jacob’s been looking for you all dayâ€￾
I laughed slightly, that’s my boy, “I miss you guys tooâ€￾
There were a few seconds of silence before she spoke again, “So Halloween is next week… you’re not going to be able to see them all dressed upâ€￾
I took a deep breath, “Why do you do this?â€￾
“Do what?â€￾
“This, bring up all this sh** that I can’t helpâ€￾
“You can help itâ€￾
“f*** Kimberly if I could help it don’t you think I’d be home with my family?â€￾
“I don’t know sometimesâ€￾ she spoke softly… but I heard it loud and clear
“Don’t give me that sh** Kimberly if I could be home I would beâ€￾ I started to yell and once again her calm voice took over
“And you can’t… why?â€￾
“Because I have this f***ing job Kimberly. Welcome to reality where I have to work, I have to do this Kim, it’s not like I’m just doing it to get awayâ€￾
“You don’t have to do anythingâ€￾
“So you want me to just stop doing what I love to do?â€￾
“Of course notâ€￾ she paused, “I just think if that was me, I’d find a way to be with my family for more than a weekend a monthâ€￾
“Why do you always play that card?â€￾
“And what other card would you like me to play Justin? All I’m playing is the reality cardâ€￾
“Some warped out reality card is what you’re playing. You f***ing act like I haven’t warned you about my life from the start. I was completely honest with you from the beginning Kimberly, you knew exactly what you were getting intoâ€￾
“OK there’s no need to yellâ€￾ I hate that she has this calm soothing voice that just makes you feel like an ass because you’re the only one screaming, “And there is no way a warning could ever be sufficient enough for what I was getting intoâ€￾
“And what the f*** does that mean?â€￾
“Nothing… it just means that Halloween is next week and you’re not going to be able to see the kids all dressed upâ€￾ she paused, “But I’ll send you picturesâ€￾
“Why don’t you come out here? Bring them up for the week?â€￾
“And they’ll go trick or treating around the hotel?â€￾
“We’ll take them out somewhere, we’ll find a neighborhoodâ€￾
“We’re just going to take our children trick or treating in some neighborhood? That’s safeâ€￾
“What the f*** Kim? I will find a f***ing safe neighborhoodâ€￾
“It’s not fair for them to live in a hotel roomâ€￾
“For a week Kimberly, a f***ing week. They’ll have fun, it’ll be like they’re on vacation… please?â€￾
“’Are you going to like spend time with us or is it going to be me and our two children wondering around a city we’ve never been to looking for something to do?â€￾
“I will cancel all the interviews and sh** I have for the week, we’ll have the days to do whatever, all I’ll do is the shows at nightâ€￾ I paused and so did she, she’s thinking about if it’s worth it. I know she hates living out of a suitcase but come on; I need to be able to see my children too.
“Fine, get the ticketsâ€￾ she said after a few more moments of silence.
“Alright, I will. I’ll call you laterâ€￾ I said as I walked towards the stage for sound check
“Bye, love youâ€￾
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Postby whatchagot4meMRJT » Tue Sep 21, 2004 5:09 pm

:blink: They both are making good points. Justin just can't quit his career and he did tell her that life would be crazy if she was with him, but his children can't grow up in a hotel and they need a father figure. :no: I, for one, would not want to be in a situation like this b/c people inevitably get hurt and pushed aside. :(

I hope that the Halloween thing works out and that they get to spend some more quality time together, even if it's for short time.

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Postby mtvjunkie » Tue Sep 21, 2004 5:27 pm

:( they shouldnt argue so damn much, justin should try and work a schedule out where he can see his family, his label should understand hes got more than just commitments to his career. they NEED to sort this out, the kids should take priority, justin should know that :no:


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Postby tendertoes » Wed Sep 22, 2004 1:17 pm

<span style='color:purple'>Sounds like it should be such an easy decision to make when she's telling him.... :huh:
Yet, his answer has me questioning her :huh:
Your doing a great job at playing both sides!

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Postby megzrsa » Thu Sep 23, 2004 9:01 am

Great story you've got going here Sarah. Glad to have you back sharing your fics with us :P
I thought that was so heartbreaking at the start when his little boy didn't even recognise him :( He does need to spend more time with his family ya know but i can't help thinking that his career is more important than his own family. But then you see that he misses them and tries. I really liked the rewind back to when they first met :wub: stomp! :rofl: Love it!
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Getting a two year old and a four-year-old ready for anything is a mission in itself. Getting them ready for a week on the road is an impossible mission, one that should not ever be done by any one person. I hate taking them on tour because it’s so hectic. Things are crazy, we go from a bus to a hotel room to a venue, it’s not exactly my idea of fun. Especially with Hailey and Jacob, they get so cranky… which I can’t really blame them for, we all get cranky. And then there are always the fans, which I hate. I know it’s horrible to say I hate them because they are what makes my husbands job possible, and without them I would not only have never met him but if I did we’d be living in a small apartment instead of the huge mansion we live in today. But seriously, the fans are crazy. They are so loud and annoying and will go to any lengths just to catch a glimpse of Justin, not to mention the things they do to get even closer. And they go through a hell of a lot to catch a glimpse of me too, and our children, forget it, they all want a picture of cute little Jacob and Hailey who they claim look exactly like their father. I don’t care if they bother Justin, it’s his job, he knew what he was getting into and he’s used to it. Even when they bother me I don’t mind as much, sure I get annoyed but when they start with the kids forget it, someone’s gonna have some sh** to pay if they place one finger on either of my children. When Jacob was first born a camera man came right up to the carriage and took a picture of him, the flash scared him half to death, not to mention waking up to see a scary, scruffy guy with a camera in his face.
I hate going on tour because we never even get to see Justin. He’s always busy doing something; interviews, meet n greets, radio stuff, signing autographs, performing… it’s like we see each other in the 10 minutes he has between each which usually consists of a limo ride between two buildings where he’s on the phone talking to a manager or doing another interview. Sure we see each other after he goes on, but by that point we’re both so tired… him from doing everything me from trying to keep the kids occupied… that we just want to go to sleep. And that’s all we do is sleep. Sure it feels good to be able to sleep next to him, in his arms, but I sometimes wonder if it’s really worth all the work.
Justin gets mad that I never want to bring the kids on tour, which I understand because he wants to see his children but he doesn’t understand all the work that goes into it. I sat down on the airplane watching Hailey coloring next to me and Jacob sleeping on my lap. So far so good.
“Mommy, how come the sky’s all white?â€￾
“Because of the clouds sweetie, we’re in the cloudsâ€￾
“Oh… are we gonna see Daddy soon?â€￾
“Yeah sweetie, as soon as we get off the planeâ€￾ I said as the flight attendant came to tell us they were preparing for landing, “Now sit up sweetie, we’re almost thereâ€￾ I said as I grabbed a pack of gum from the seat pocket in front of me and handed her a piece, “Remember you just chew this, no swallowingâ€￾
Once the plane landed, I stood up trying desperately to get all of our things together so the rest of the plane would not have to wait forever for us to get off since first class does get off first. That was nearly impossible, a hint for anyone traveling alone with children… Don’t.
They were both crying hysterically because their ears were popped, they couldn’t hear anything, and neither could I, expect of course their loud screams, “I’m so sorryâ€￾ I said to the flight attendant, she just smiled and told me it wasn’t a problem but that’s just because she’s a flight attendant and their jobs are to be happy… always. I could tell the people from coach getting restless so I just grabbed my bag quickly, picked up Jacob in my arms and grabbed onto Hailey’s hand with the other, “Alright come on guys we’re gonna go see daddyâ€￾ Hailey stopped crying for a second, giving me a moment of rest, as I looked around frantically for a bathroom. We waited for the handicapped bathroom to open up so we could all fit inside and then made our way through the terminal in search of Justin. Instead of seeing his smiling face when we stepped off the shuttle I saw Lonnie’s… which somehow does not surprise me. I let out a deep breath as I dropped my bags in front of him, looking at him directly with my head tilted to the side.
He laughed slightly and picked up my crying daughter, “Hailey bear what’s the matter?â€￾
“My ears go pop,â€￾ she said between sobs as she pointed to her ears
“Oh no not your earsâ€￾ he smiled as he tickled her tummy, “Go like thisâ€￾ he said as he began moving his jaw around so her ears would be alright, “And what’s the matter with you Jake the Snake?â€￾ he asked as he grabbed Jacob from my arms. He’s so good with the kids, even though he is a big scary man that could crush your neck with two fingers, he’s really just a big teddy bear deep down inside. Jacob stopped crying when he saw Lonnie, which is really quite sad because he started crying when he saw Justin, his own father… and Lonnie’s about 5 times as big as Justin. Which just goes to show that he doesn’t spend enough time with his father, “How are you doing Kimberly?â€￾ he asked as he pulled me into a hug
“Wonderfulâ€￾ I said sarcastically
“You’re a saint for all this Kim, you know thatâ€￾
“Yeah, try telling that to my husbandâ€￾
“I have… many timesâ€￾ he smiled as he grabbed onto Hailey’s hand and I picked up Jacob.
“Where is he, by the way?â€￾
“Interviewâ€￾
“Of courseâ€￾ I said under my breath but he heard me and laughed
“He’s doing what he canâ€￾ I highly doubt that.
We made our way to the venue and managed to catch Justin right before he went onstage. The kids ran up to him, “You guys made it I was getting worriedâ€￾ he smiled as he picked them each up and kissed their foreheads, “You gotta go sit down though ok? Daddy’s gotta go onstage, cheer me on ok sweetie? I want to hear you singing along with meâ€￾ he gave me a smile before he continued on his way.
“Come on Haileyâ€￾ I said as she ran back over to me and we walked out to the VIP area right as Justin was walking onstage.
Oh and guess who sat down right next to me… my favorite person ever… “Oh my God, Kim I didn’t know you were comingâ€￾
Oh god… please help me. Make her go away. “Hey, how are you?â€￾
“Good, Lonnie told me you guys were here and I had to come running down to see you before I left. Oh my God, look at you Hailey you got so bigâ€￾ she said as she went to hug Hailey but Hailey just looked at her like she had 10 heads. That’s my girl, I was so proud of her at that very moment, “Ohâ€￾ Leah laughed slightly, “A little shy?â€￾
“Yeah and tiredâ€￾ I smiled; trying to hide the glow of pride I knew was covering my face. Maybe it’s because you’re a b**** and she can tell.
“I betâ€￾ she smiled, “Well I have to go before they leave me. We defiantly have to go shopping or something while you’re hereâ€￾
“Oh yeah totallyâ€￾ over my dead body
“And if you ever want to go out with J or something just ask I’d be happy to watch the kidsâ€￾
“Oh thanksâ€￾ like I would ever leave my kids alone with her. Um… no.
“Shh… I can’t hear Daddyâ€￾ Hailey said as she walked back over to me and sat down on my lap, separating Leah and I from any discussion we were having. Leah continued talking but I just nodded my head. She left a couple seconds later and I just watched my husband on stage. And that was the beginning of our so-called vacation.</span>

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Postby whatchagot4meMRJT » Thu Sep 23, 2004 9:11 pm

Kimberly is a saint for putting up with such a hectic life. Having to travel alone with two young kids. :no: Getting picked up by a bodyguard rather than her own husband. :no: Seeing Justin for ten minutes as he runs to and from interviews and on and off stage. :no: Ah, there's so much to shake my head at. I don't envy Kim's life at all. :(

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And that was the beginning of our so-called vacation.


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Postby mtvjunkie » Fri Sep 24, 2004 2:11 pm

not to mention waking up to see a scary, scruffy guy with a camera in his face.
that could easily be justin though :shrug: :lol:

but yeah, kim certainly is a saint to put up with all the kiddie problems. and leah who seems a bit of an airhead. and i still think justin should work harder to keep his family happy :( even though lonnie said he was trying :no: and the last line does seem very ominous :unsure: :(



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<span style='color:blue'>Sorry it took so long... I was stuck in another hurricane lol
Anyway thanks for the feedeback once again, here's some more

What a show… there were definitely a lot of mistakes, but there always are. I walked off the stage and I wanted to just take a shower, I always feel so gross after a show. I made my way to the van taking me back to the hotel when I saw Hailey’s head sticking out the window and remembered they were here to visit me. “Daddy!â€￾ she screamed as I sat down quickly before the van took off
“Hailey, how’d you like the show baby girl?â€￾
“Goodâ€￾ she smiled
I kissed Kimberly quickly on the lips, “He’s sleeping already?â€￾ I asked looking at Jacob fast asleep in her arms
“Already? It’s 11 o’clockâ€￾
“How was the flight?â€￾
“Don’t even ask,â€￾ she said as she looked out of the window, not even looking at me. Someone is in a bad mood. I nodded my head as I too looked out the window; things are so different between us now. It used to be every time she’d come out on tour with me we wouldn’t be able to stop talking, or even keep our hands off each other. Not anymore. If I actually talk her into coming on tour it’s like we’re at each other’s throats the whole time. I don’t get it. I don’t get how things can change so drastically.
We got to the hotel and I looked out the window to see a bunch of kids waiting outside. We went to the back entrance and made our way up to the top floor suite. “Mommy look!â€￾ Hailey screamed as she ran to one of the bedrooms and started jumping on the bed
“I see Hailey, come on now get downâ€￾ Kimberly said softly but Hailey just kept jumping, “Hailey, what did I just say? Get down you’re going to wake your brotherâ€￾
“But I don’t wannaâ€￾
Kimberly took a deep breath as she changed Jacob into his pajamas careful not to wake him, “Listen to your motherâ€￾ I said as I picked her up and she started to giggle, “Shh… time for bedâ€￾ I laughed as she giggled and threw her onto the bed, “Bed time baby girlâ€￾
“I’m not tiredâ€￾
“You’re not tired? WHAT? How… please Hailey, explain to me how you are not tiredâ€￾
“I dunno,â€￾ she giggled
“You dunno?â€￾ I laughed as I threw her back on the bed, “Well let me tell you… you’re tiredâ€￾
“No suhâ€￾
“Yessuhâ€￾ I smiled as I grabbed her pajamas on the bed, “Come here come here…stop movingâ€￾ I laughed as I helped her get changed
“Alright seriously Hailey, you’re waking up Jacobâ€￾ I looked over at her serious face and stopped fooling around
“OK Hailey, come on now, its time for bedâ€￾ I said sternly as Hailey lay down on the bed, “Goodnight sweetieâ€￾
“Goodnight daddyâ€￾
“Goodnight baby, get some sleepâ€￾ Kimberly said before kissing her forehead, “I love youâ€￾ We turned off the light and left out two children to sleep as we walked out of the room. Finally some alone time. I yawned loudly, “Shh you’re going to wake themâ€￾
“Sorryâ€￾ I said softly as I fell onto the bed in the master bedroom, “You look tiredâ€￾
“A littleâ€￾
Whoa this is some dry conversation if I’ve ever seen any, “I think I broke my foot againâ€￾ she laughed and that’s all I wanted. Thank God I got a smile, I didn’t think I could make it the next week if there would be no smile and all that dry conversation, “I’m seriousâ€￾
“I’m sure you areâ€￾
“I’m in pain Kimberly, it’s not funnyâ€￾
“Yes it is,â€￾ she laughed as she sat down on the bed next to me, “Which foot Stomp?â€￾
“Leftâ€￾
“I am not taking off your stinky shoe after you’ve been on stage. You need to take a shower first, and then we’ll talkâ€￾ I laughed and wrapped my sweaty arms around her, “Ew, I’m serious come on Justin. Go take a showerâ€￾ she added with a chuckle.
“Come with meâ€￾ she smiled and hid her head in a pillow, “Please?â€￾
“I’m tiredâ€￾
“A shower will wake you upâ€￾ it’s worth a try
“I already took a showerâ€￾
“Soâ€￾
“So it’s not good to wash your hair that muchâ€￾
What? “Then don’t wash your hairâ€￾
She laughed, “Just go take a showerâ€￾
“Come take a shower with meâ€￾ I ordered, or tried to. I stuck my finger in her face but couldn’t make it through without laughing, “Please Kimberly, don’t make me begâ€￾ she shook her head, “Why not?â€￾
“I’m tiredâ€￾
“Alright, here’s the planâ€￾ I said as I stood up, “I’m going to go take a power shower, you’re going to take a power nap. We will both be done in 20 minutes and we will meet up in this here bedâ€￾ She laughed and shook her head, “Why not?â€￾
“Because if I fall asleep I’m not going to be up in 20 minutesâ€￾
I took a deep breath and she laughed, “Then let’s just do it nowâ€￾
“You’re all sweatyâ€￾
“What the f***? I’m going to get all sweaty anywayâ€￾
She laughed, “That’s a different kind of sweatyâ€￾
“Sweat is sweat Kimberlyâ€￾ I laughed, she’s just making excuses
“No it’s not, there’s a big difference and you know it, don’t play dumbâ€￾ she paused and giggled, “Just go take a shower I’ll be upâ€￾
“I’m going to… and if you’re asleep Kimberly, I swear to god…â€￾
“Hurry up or I’m going to fall asleepâ€￾
“If you do… I swearâ€￾
She giggled and threw a pillow at me, “Go Stompâ€￾
I laughed as I took off my shirt and walked towards the bathroom before stopping and turning around, “You’re sure you don’t want to join me?â€￾ I tilted my head to the side trying to make the sexiest face I could
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Postby whatchagot4meMRJT » Mon Sep 27, 2004 10:21 am

Kim and Justin have the cutest conversations when they aren't fighting. Like the shower conversation! :lol: :D That was great. You can tell that there's so much love between then, but it's getting compromised.

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Postby mtvjunkie » Mon Sep 27, 2004 12:29 pm

:drool: i'll join him in the shower if kim doesnt wanna :D you could definately tell there was tension but it seems to have gone, at least for the moment :unsure: so hopefully thats a good sign


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Postby tendertoes » Tue Sep 28, 2004 1:16 pm

<span style='color:purple'>Damn Kimberly, we need to have a chat....get up and get in that damn shower!!</span> B)

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<span style='color:red'>Thanks for the feedback here's some more
Thanks for reading :D

The “vacationâ€￾ or what I like to call hell week, actually started off pretty well. But of course it didn’t last that long, I don’t know why I’m surprised, it always happens this way… he always manages to disappoint me. The first few days were wonderful, Justin managed to get out of the interviews, and he even had a couple full days off that we spent around the different cities doing tourist things. But of course that didn’t last long. Before we knew it we were spending the whole day following him around in interviews and such. The kids were restless, bored out of their mind, trying to terrorize the poor radio stations and TV shows.
We spent the last few days with Lonnie; he took us around to go to all the tourist attractions so I wouldn’t be alone with the kids all day. It really is impossible to take 2 children around in a strange city by yourself. Everything was so insane, it was a vacation from hell… the exact reason why I hate going on tour with him. The last few days we didn’t even spend together. Justin left before we even woke up, and we were sleeping before he even got back to the hotel, or if I weren’t sleeping I would be pretending I was, just so I wouldn’t have to deal with it.
I know it’s stupid, I’m acting like I’m still in high school, but we’ve had the same conversation so many times I don’t think another time will make the difference. I hate to be upset about it but the truth is that I just can’t stand it sometimes. I hate the way he just gets so involved in his “otherâ€￾ life, the life of sold out concerts and limo rides and late night parties and millions of people screaming his name, that he forget about his real life… the life as Justin… not Justin Timberlake. The life he has with a wife, a daughter, a son, a family… the life where he’s not a superstar but he’s just a normal person… a husband… a father… a lawnmower… a car washer… a handyman. Sometimes I wonder which life he really spends the most time in, well I know it seems like he spends the most time in the superstar life, but sometimes I wonder which life he would rather spend the most time in.
He really has changed a lot since the day I met him… so much. It never used to be about him… and now it seems like that’s all it ever is. Not to say it should never be about him, but the focus he puts on himself lately is just overwhelming. It’s like that song… you’re so vain. It’s like all he cares about is the way he looks, always checking himself in the mirror, and always mentioning how this person thinks he’s the best thing since sliced bread and this person wants to do a song with him and this fan paid this much to get into a meet n greet and how this fan paid this much for his dirty sock on ebay. It’s all about him. It’s like he doesn’t even care about our relationship anymore, or his family. He hardly ever calls and when he does it seems like it’s just to brag about something. Half the time he doesn’t even ask about the kids.
Things just are not the way they always were. It makes me wonder how it could happen. Was it something I did wrong? How can someone hardly be able to keep their hands off each other one minute and then the next they don’t even call when they’re on the opposite side of the planet? I sometimes wonder if we maybe rushed into things. I mean we were together for a couple months before we pretty much moved in together. And it wasn’t even a few months later that we got married.
I remember we were sitting in the hotel in Vegas, eating pizza from the box, watching the Lakers game when he turned it off mid third period. Now that’s serious for any guy to turn off a Lakers game but especially Justin. It’s like his childhood dream to be on the Lakers, but since that’s not going to happen he watches every game religiously.
“Something wrong?â€￾ I asked and he shook his head, “Okâ€￾ I laughed as I grabbed another piece of pizza, “So why’d you turn off the game?â€￾
He was silent for a couple seconds, like he was really thinking, “You know what I love about you?â€￾ he asked as he pulled me onto his lap, “I love that I can watch the game with you and you don’t try to steal the remote or make me watch some Sex and the City rerun. I love that you’re perfectly happy with spending the night in this hotel room, eating pizza from the box, drinking beer from the can, chips from the bag and this nasty ass dip from the Quick E Martâ€￾
“Well I love that these little things amuse youâ€￾
“I’m serious Kimberly, it’s like you don’t even care about the fact that I have millions of dollars… all you care about is me… as a person not a singerâ€￾
“Wait hold up, you have millions of dollars?â€￾
He laughed before kissing me gently, “And I love that crazy sense of humor, I love the way your voice stays so calm no matter what, the way you have that sarcastic tone in your voice, the way you cringe anytime I mention the word feetâ€￾
“Ew come onâ€￾ I laughed, I know I cringed too
“I love you so damn muchâ€￾
“I love you tooâ€￾
“Marry meâ€￾
“What?â€￾
“Be my wifeâ€￾
“I think you’ve had one too many beersâ€￾
“Seriously Kimberly, I’ve never felt this way about anyone before in my life. This is like the love you read about in books. We’re going to get married some day, you know we are. I knew the day I met you you were going to be my wife, so what the hell does it matter if we drag it out a couple years or just go down the street and do it nowâ€￾
“That’s crazyâ€￾
“Sure it’s crazy, we’re crazyâ€￾ he laughed and flashed that smile that I just can’t resist, “Kimberly let’s just do it. Please let’s go get marriedâ€￾
“Alright let’s do itâ€￾
“Really?â€￾
“You’re sure about this?â€￾ I asked him, I don’t even know why; there was no doubt in my mind about how positive I was, and I was sure he was the same way.
“Absolutely positiveâ€￾ he smiled as he grabbed my hand
An hour later we were married, 24 hours later there were pictures of us all over the news. It made the headlines, I swear to you it was even on CNN. Everyone making their guesses about why he would do something so stupid… saying I was pregnant, we were drunk… but no body even mentioned the real reason… love. All the media made guesses about how long it would take before we would get a divorce, they brought in so called experts for everything. People looking at everything we do, the way we hold hands says that we’re really in love, or the way he looks at me shows that he wants to protect me. It was all bullsh**, but we did use that to our advantage to convince our parents that the marriage was not a result of a drunken night in Vegas.
But now, who knows anymore. It seems like those days of love are long gone. Two children later you would think the love would be even stronger but I find myself spending more time alone in bed than I do with him. </span>

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<span style='color:purple'>OH MY...I have no idea where you are going with this yet but...I'll email you!!</span>

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<span style='color:purple'>BTW..I love it! As usual B) </span>

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Postby whatchagot4meMRJT » Wed Sep 29, 2004 8:02 am

Oh my word ... I feel like she's gonna break up with him soon. :ph34r: That makes me sad, but you can tell that she's truthfully evaluating their relationship and seeing very little devotion from her husband. What a terrible situation. :thumbdown:

Sometimes I wonder which life he really spends the most time in, well I know it seems like he spends the most time in the superstar life, but sometimes I wonder which life he would rather spend the most time in.
-- That sentence made me soooo sad! :(

Great work! I have no clue where you're gonna take us with this story, but I love the suspense. :nod:

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Postby mtvjunkie » Wed Sep 29, 2004 1:27 pm

:no: this isnt good at all :( he needs to be more focused. maybe a good slap would help :lol: seriously, thats what i would do :nod: but the little flashback scene was cute ^_^ shame those moments havent been relived together :no:


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Postby IDIDTHEJRT » Thu Sep 30, 2004 10:23 am

<span style='color:blue'>Humm are you guys getting scared? :lol:
Here's some more to make you even more scared lol

I took a deep breath as I reached over to turn the alarm clock off without even opening my eyes. I moved my arm around Kimberly but opened my eyes when I noticed she wasn’t there, “Kimâ€￾ I got up and looked in the other room for the kids… what the hell? I was halfway through calling her cell phone when I realized she left last night.
A few weeks passed when I finally had some time off. Even though it was only a couple days, actually not even, I still had a lot of stuff to do but at least I was home. I opened the door and dropped my bags, expecting the kids, or at least Hailey to come running to the door, but that didn’t happen. “Is anyone here?â€￾ I called as I walked through the empty house. What the hell? I sat down on the couch and turned on the TV… I wonder where everyone is.
A few hours later I heard the door open, “Come on Hailey, you ready for lunch? Jacob’s ready for lunch, aren’t you sweetieâ€￾ I heard her laugh and then saw Hailey out of the corner of my eye.
She saw me and I saw her face light up, “Daddy!â€￾ she screamed as she came running into the room
“Hey baby girlâ€￾
“I miss you lots,â€￾ she said as she jumped onto my lap
“I missed you too babyâ€￾ I said as I kissed her forehead and picked her up and walked into the kitchen. Kimberly didn’t even look up at me, she just continued getting the bread out to make grilled cheese, “Jake, where’s my Jake?â€￾ he looked up at me from the counter and held his arms out, “Daddyâ€￾ oh sh** he remembers me… impressive. I grabbed him in my arms and talked to him for a while.
“All right come on Jacob it’s readyâ€￾ Kimberly said as she placed the plate on the table.
“Where were you guys?â€￾ I asked as I placed my arms around her
“Storeâ€￾ she said as she walked away from me and sat down next to Jacob
“What’s wrong?â€￾ she ignored me and cut up Jacob’s sandwich. Ok. I stood up and made myself a sandwich… I have a feeling this isn’t going to be the great vacation I had hoped.
“Mommy can we watch Sponge Bob yet?â€￾
“Finish your lunch firstâ€￾ she said as she squirted some ketchup on her plate. I just watched her carefully, not saying anything to anyone. We all sat in silence, except for Hailey humming to herself as she ate her sandwich.
After everyone finished lunch Hailey and Jacob went into the living room to watch TV and Kimberly started to clean up in the kitchen. I went into the bedroom and started to unpack and reached for the phone
“Hey Trace, what’s up?â€￾
“Hey man, you back?â€￾
“Yeah for a little… look, are you busy?â€￾
“Nahâ€￾
“You wanna watch the kids for a little, I need to talk to Kimberlyâ€￾
“Yeah man, everything alright?â€￾
“Yeah I guess, I don’t knowâ€￾
“Alright I’ll be over in a little whileâ€￾ he hung up the phone and I went back to the living room and sat down on the couch. Hailey quickly got up and sat on my lap and soon the doorbell rang.
“Hey Trace, how are you?â€￾ I heard Kimberly ask and I stood up and walked towards the door
“Good, how are you?â€￾
“Good good… it’s good to see youâ€￾ I saw her smile and then she looked over at me and the smile slipped off her face… I don’t know what that’s all about. She walked back into the kitchen
“You see what I’m talking about?â€￾ I asked Trace softly, he nodded his head, and we followed her into the kitchen
“Do you want a drink or anything Trace?â€￾
“No, no I’m straightâ€￾
“Trace is going to watch the kids for a little bitâ€￾
“Why?â€￾
“So we can go out or somethingâ€￾
“I don’t want to go outâ€￾
“I can take them out if you wantâ€￾ Trace said witnessing the whole ordeal
“It’s not thatâ€￾ she said and then faked a smile, “Um, can I talk to you for a second Justin?â€￾
I followed her into the bedroom, “What’s going on?â€￾
“You can’t just come home after not being here for months and expect everyone to just drop everything they’re doing to do whatever you want to doâ€￾
“I don’t expect…â€￾
She cut me off, “Just because you’re on vacation does not mean the rest of the world is on vacationâ€￾
“I don’t think thatâ€￾
“Well you’re sure as hell acting like that. Like you just mosey in here after not being home for months and you get all upset because we’re not home like waiting for your arrival with a welcome back cake and a sign because I had to go out and get f***ing bread to make grilled cheese sandwichesâ€￾
“Ok you have stuff to do, I get it. What do you have to do today?â€￾
She looked at me and rolled her eyes, “Jacob has a doctor’s appointment in an hour, Hailey has a birthday party tonight and we haven’t gotten a present or an outfit and we have to go to that tooâ€￾
“Ok, then we’ll go to the party. It’s not that big of a dealâ€￾
She shook her head as she walked towards the door, “Just don’t call your friends and have them come over to watch the kids after you haven’t seen them in weeks. You can’t just send them off whenever you want to talk to me for a minute, they want to spend time with you, they deserve to spend time with their fatherâ€￾
What the f***? “I just thought we could talk for a couple minutes because obviously we need to talkâ€￾
“Obviously the only time you want to talk is when you’re hereâ€￾


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Postby mtvjunkie » Thu Sep 30, 2004 10:54 am

i have a question: what are you doing to them? :confused: :lol: thats so sad :no: hes trying to do the right thing but going the wrong way about it. justin should have called up to see what was happening with his family and kim should have at least acknoledged that he was trying to sort things out. this is not a happy situation :no:


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Postby whatchagot4meMRJT » Thu Sep 30, 2004 3:13 pm

Yeah, Sarah, I'm officially scared! :ph34r:

They hate each other and that makes me sad. :( Nobody can say anything without a fight, and once again, I think they're both making excellent points. I still see divorce in the future, unless some miraculous changes are made. :pray:

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Postby tendertoes » Thu Sep 30, 2004 4:03 pm

<span style='color:purple'>Ok...I have major opinions on this matter...so I'll try to be brief... :unsure:

When yo are single you know it, you know that you are alone and when you get married you honestly think that you will never be lonely or alone again. It's a terrible feeling to be married and alone. Justinneeds to get that...or... B)

Great job Sarah!
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<span style='color:red'>Ok girls don't be sad lol
Here's a little more but I'm not going to be able to update till like tuesday because my sister's coming up for the weekend. yay! lol
So yes anyway, here we go.............
Ah. I just hate him so much sometimes. I remember when everything used to be so easy. It wasn’t a chore to call me. But it’s not like that anymore. After our little discussion in the bedroom I walked out… he wasn’t done talking but I didn’t care. I’m not going to start having this discussion when I know I’m going to get upset and I have things to do today.
I walked downstairs and grabbed Jacob in my arms and went right back upstairs to his room to get him changed, “What’s da matta Mommy?â€￾
Oh my god… am I really actually that transparent that my 2-year-old son can see how upset I am? “Oh nothing sweetieâ€￾
He stood up on the bed and wiped under my eyes, “No cryâ€￾
“I’m not sweetie,â€￾ I laughed slightly as I grabbed his clothes, “Come on now we have to get you readyâ€￾ I got him changed quickly and we went back to the living room. Justin was getting Hailey ready and cleaning up the kitchen, I didn’t look at him, just out of the corner of my eye. I know I’m being childish but I don’t care. I’ve had enough I’m not going to just act like everything’s wonderful when we both know it’s not.
“Come on Hay you ready?â€￾ I asked as I grabbed their coats and stood by the door. I helped them each put on their coats and then we walked to the car in silence, and Justin sat down right next to me in the passenger’s side of my car. Why is he coming? “You’re coming?â€￾ he nodded his head, “Why?â€￾
“I’m not allowed to go out with my family?â€￾ he’s being an ass. He’s doing this on purpose, he doesn’t want to come but he knows I don’t want him to come either.
I shook my head and he looked out the window, “We’re just going to the doctor, it doesn’t have to be such a family outing to go to the doctors for a check upâ€￾
“Well if the whole family is going I would like to go too. I am part of this family am I not?â€￾ he’s being such an ass. I hate him so much sometimes.
“You’re acting really childish right nowâ€￾
“I’m acting childish?â€￾ he said raising his voice. I hate how he always raises his voice over such stupid things, it’s like the only way he can get his point across is by yelling
“Daddy how come you’re yelling at Mommy?â€￾ Hailey asked from the backseat
“I’m notâ€￾
“Yeah huhâ€￾
“No suhâ€￾ he began arguing with a 4 year old. How old is he again?
“Yeah huhâ€￾
“Ok enough… both of youâ€￾ I said as I rolled my eyes and we drove the rest of the way to the doctors in silence. In fact, we pretty much spent the rest of the day in silence. Well at least Justin and I didn’t talk. When we were at the doctors I went in with Jacob and he waited outside with Hailey. We went to the mall to find a present for Hailey's friend, this time I went around looking with Hailey and Justin and Jacob went looking for some things of their own. Even at the party we were both sitting at opposite ends, of course we had to act like everything was wonderful between us in front of everyone.
We came back home and put the kids to bed. Great. That means we’re going to have to spend the rest of the night just the two of us… with no distractions. To any normal married couple that’d be wonderful but… well we’re not very normal right now. I got changed and laid down on the bed, “So you have to go get your dress tomorrow?â€￾
“I’m not goingâ€￾
“What?â€￾
“I’m not going,â€￾ I repeated slowly so he could understand this time
“What do you mean you’re not going?â€￾
“How hard is that to comprehend?â€￾
“You have to goâ€￾
“Oh I have to? Is that an order?â€￾
“Come on Kimberly, you have to go. It’s the f***ing Kids Choice Awards, it’s a family show, I have to go with my f***ing familyâ€￾ here he goes again with the raising of the voice
“Then go with your ‘f***ing’ familyâ€￾
“You are my f***ing familyâ€￾
“Take your motherâ€￾
“Kimberly will you please come with me?â€￾
“Noâ€￾
“Why the f*** not?â€￾ he screamed
“Because I don’t want toâ€￾
“Well neither do Iâ€￾
“Then don’t goâ€￾
“I have toâ€￾
“Okâ€￾
“This is f***ing ridicules, are you really not going to go because you don’t want to?â€￾
“Shut up. You’re going to wake the kidsâ€￾
“Ok we need to f***ing talk about this sh** or something. I don’t know what the f*** is going on in your little warped out head right now but it is seriously f***ed up and you need to just tell me why the hell you’re acting like thisâ€￾
“It’s always me isn’t it?â€￾
“Oh don’t give me that sh** Kimberly you’re the one who’s acted like a f***ing a**hole since the second I walked through the damn doorâ€￾ humm… I wonder why.
“Maybe you should just sleep downstairs tonightâ€￾
“Me? Are you f***ing kidding me, this is my f***ing houseâ€￾
“Fine then I’ll sleep downstairs,â€￾ I said as I stood up and walked to the door. And why the hell does he have to swear every other word? I swear he thinks the only way to get his point across is by yelling and swearing. Maybe if he acted like a normal adult it’d be easier to talk the problems out.
“Wait Kim come on,â€￾ he said as he grabbed onto my arm and pulled me into a tight hug, why is he doing this? “Kimberly please, talk to meâ€￾
I looked up at him, and made the mistake of looking into his icy blue eyes, and that was it. I felt my knees go week and I fell into him as I started bawling, “You make me so mad sometimesâ€￾
“I’m sorry,â€￾ he said as he rubbed my back and I, for the first time in a long time, felt safe in his arms
“I just… I know how much I love you, and I love you so much. But you just… you just make me wonder sometimes if you love me the same. Sometimes I wonder if you love me the same way that you once did, or if you’re just over it, because sometimes you act like you’re just over itâ€￾
“Kimberly come on, you know I love you even more than I did the day I married youâ€￾
“I don’t know that… how would I know that?â€￾ he looked at me for a couple seconds before kissing me passionately
“Baby I love you so much and I’m never going to stop loving you. I love you more today then I loved you yesterday but not as much as I’m going to love you tomorrowâ€￾ aww… I’m going to ignore the fact that he stole that from that song, it was cute.
We went to bed right after that, but don’t think that means everything’s fine because it’s not. I went to the stupid awards show with him, we stood for what seemed like hours on the red carpet as people took pictures of us, Justin holding onto Hailey’s hand and Jacob in my arms. On TV the next night and in all the magazines they referred to us as the perfect little family. If only they knew.

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Postby whatchagot4meMRJT » Fri Oct 01, 2004 10:40 am

Well at least she's getting her feelings out there. I think Justin forgets that he does dumbass things that make people mad, and his wife's opinion should matter the most to him. :nod:

I hope that they have more talks and seriously want to figure out where the hell they are going with their marriage. Stay together for their kids.

I loved Justin arguing with Jacob. :rofl:


Have fun with your sis this weekend. :dance:

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Postby mtvjunkie » Fri Oct 01, 2004 10:58 am

:yay: no divorce! yet :unsure: at least its an improvement, kim definately needed to talk to justin, but theyve still got quite a way to go before its wedded bliss. but tis nice to know they both still love one another :wub:


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